Even the reporter in TV(In States) were surprised by the sudden snow in Summer, in grand Canyon. I am really lucky to see this ! Well , it was very very cold ,and it demoralized our spirit in lurking around to see see look look. Too cold. I wore 4 layers of clothes , without glove and hat. VERY COLD. The snow kinda melted in the late afternoon.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Snowy Grand Canyon!
Photos of the lovely Flagstaff town
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
12th May - diary
Yooohoo . now is 5 am in the morning. It started snowing !!! Snow in summer time , really awesome ! 30 minutes more we gotta go out to see the sun rise at about 5.30 ...
Yesterday was quite a relaxed day. We traveled around flagstaff town in the morning. Words cannot describe how much i love this small town ... the streets , the buildings , makes me feels like I am in england somehow. Red brick wall , very unique and stylish shops , old church , and the overall environment here.The sound of passing by trains, the breeze, the snowy mountains at the background , It makes people want to live here. The air is so welcoming , and the people in America are so friendly ! They can chat with us like in any situation , and welcome us whenever they can !
Well , we did visit some local shopping malls and tried a mexico fastfood called "Taco bell" . Well , i dun really liked the taste but meh , its something i never tried before. We went back to our lovely hostel after that and we made friends with someone from Singapore . She travelled on her own after her exchange in Canada finished. We met another guy from South Africa. He has been traveling in North America for 11 months already. I really starts to like backpack travelling ... It is soooooo easy to make friends .(Well , all we did is just sit down together for breakfast and we started chating ~) .
We left this lovely small town for Grand Canyon. I haven see the whole picture of Grand Canyon yet. We arrived at about 5 pm and we haven got a chance to look around. Grand Canyon got more trees than I imagined. Many trees indeed. I met many people in the employees dorm. Most of them are from Amerika . Well , they smoke , drink beer almost ALL the time. Its quite dangerous here but I hopethings will get better if we befriend with them more. (I happend to see them use cloth hanger to break-in into the control room of the dorm to open the WiFi connection ! So scary. Well , apart from that , I must say that they are very friendly and funny people.
That's about all today ... i starts to feel the american culture more and more and like it more and more. Well , going to see the snow and sunrise now ~ hope tomorrow will be better ~
p/s: will upload the photos sometimes later ...
Yesterday was quite a relaxed day. We traveled around flagstaff town in the morning. Words cannot describe how much i love this small town ... the streets , the buildings , makes me feels like I am in england somehow. Red brick wall , very unique and stylish shops , old church , and the overall environment here.The sound of passing by trains, the breeze, the snowy mountains at the background , It makes people want to live here. The air is so welcoming , and the people in America are so friendly ! They can chat with us like in any situation , and welcome us whenever they can !
Well , we did visit some local shopping malls and tried a mexico fastfood called "Taco bell" . Well , i dun really liked the taste but meh , its something i never tried before. We went back to our lovely hostel after that and we made friends with someone from Singapore . She travelled on her own after her exchange in Canada finished. We met another guy from South Africa. He has been traveling in North America for 11 months already. I really starts to like backpack travelling ... It is soooooo easy to make friends .(Well , all we did is just sit down together for breakfast and we started chating ~) .
We left this lovely small town for Grand Canyon. I haven see the whole picture of Grand Canyon yet. We arrived at about 5 pm and we haven got a chance to look around. Grand Canyon got more trees than I imagined. Many trees indeed. I met many people in the employees dorm. Most of them are from Amerika . Well , they smoke , drink beer almost ALL the time. Its quite dangerous here but I hopethings will get better if we befriend with them more. (I happend to see them use cloth hanger to break-in into the control room of the dorm to open the WiFi connection ! So scary. Well , apart from that , I must say that they are very friendly and funny people.
That's about all today ... i starts to feel the american culture more and more and like it more and more. Well , going to see the snow and sunrise now ~ hope tomorrow will be better ~
p/s: will upload the photos sometimes later ...
Monday, May 12, 2008
First day ---- more photos
Lovely dining room. Very old school+romantic. We drink hot Milo + listen to local californian country radio .
US first day photo ~~~
We took many photos ..any bad news , the digi cam i brought there is currently missing. . hope i can find it soon ~~
In Changi Airport ~


EVA air lunch . That pink thing is Jelly made from guava ... not bad

UP - Secret take of a very beautiful air-stewardess from taiwan
<---LOS ANGELES city . Very very crowded , but layout systematically





Lovely Hostel .
In Changi Airport ~
EVA air lunch . That pink thing is Jelly made from guava ... not bad
Changi airport or taiwan zhong zheng airport ... can't remember . Airbus 300
EVA Air !
Take off !
<---LOS ANGELES city . Very very crowded , but layout systematically
LA
Flying to phoenix
USA --- diary
This is a very rough diary i wrote during my journey on bus. I will try to upload if possible ! Photos .. hmm .. wait bah .
11th May
What an amazing race ! It has been 5 months since we last decided to come to WaT USA and now we are really in the land of dreams itself. I am typing this on a bus to a small town named flagstaff ,about 2 am in the morning. Although I think I am already in USA for more than 10 hours now, I still got the feeling of" OMG am i In US ?" ...
What a day and what an experience ... We flied from singapore since 1 oclock afternoon in 11th may to Taipei ,reach Taipei at night , walked a very brief 10 minutes for our transit flight , and then continue our journey to LA. We again flying from night to morning across Pacific Ocean and go back in time to 11th May's morning.To me now taking plane really doesnt differs much from taking bus anymore.
Good thing to note though , EVA airline's services far surpassed my expectation. I got good food served , good entertainment and good air stewardess to service for me. The food was so much better than those I ate on FInair last time round , we were occasionally served Taiwan's delicacies like taiwan MuaChi and Taiwan's yogurt. The entertainment was good enough to keep us occupied during the 15 hours journey... We had each one LCD touchscreen infront of our seat and we get to choose wide array of entertainments. We can watch movies (chinese movies like super dunk from jay chou , warlords ,hollywood blockbusters like jumpers , bucket list and rambo.) , Taiwan variety shows (kang xi lai le ,super IDol) and other travel shows by nationalgeographic channel. Apart from that , we have access to thousands of songs from taiwan artist and world artists . To top these all up ,the taiwaniese air stewardess are really cute and pretty , i admit some already got some ages but others really looks fabulous . Omg i cant forget her angelic smile !
Its not a good thing being a Malaysian for at least this once. Me and my friends were stucked at LA's custom for more than 3 hours.Other friends from singapore and Taiwan who came with us got their cleareance in blinks of eye but we were leaded to another waiting area for additional interviews and registration. We were placed in a holding area with some other people like indonesians and i think ( all other islamic countries) to wait for individual interview. We were shocked to know that most of them already waited inside the holding area for more than 4 hours already. Some looked pissed off and some looked sad. Its not a very good news for us since we got a plane to catch in 4 hours time by the time we landed at LA. Well , i never been treated like a criminal before , untill today. We were so anxious and hopeless , my friend and I went up to the officer and asked him for fast interview or perhaps let us re-schedule our flight so that we wont waste too much money. We were clearly denied any connection to the outside ,no phone calls and cannot move away from the holding area. Somemore , there's one police came and shouted at the crowd in the holding area with very bad manner ... he said " Sit down ! I am asking you nicely . My name is blah , you can complain me if you want !" Wow . Luckily our turn of interview came earlier than people who waited inside the holding area. The process took about 30 minutes , all our personal details taken , photos , fingerprints , background , everything. I think they really cautious on people from islamic countries.
It was half and hour before our flight from LA to Phoenix depart after we got thru the custom. We got the taste of playing amazing race game as we did so many things at once in that period. We took our luggages , ask officers around for directions , ran from terminal 1 to terminal 3 (imagine running from SMKTTA to plaza tasek in 5 minutes with all the luggages and 17C.) , foung ticketing counter , check-in our luggages , and board the plane. SOmemore in the process of claiming our ticket, my airticket was not registered in their machine. End up they let me sit in an empty seat that's very far away from my friends.
We flied for another 2 hours before we reach beautiful phoneix city. The night city as seen from the plane was astoudingly beautiful. We booked vans to bus stations and boarded the bus that will bring us to Flagstaff city.
Tomorrow morning, we will have to settle our social security card and catch another bus to grand canyon. Hope everything is okay !!
What a long day... I think today lasted more than 24 hours for us.
11th May
What an amazing race ! It has been 5 months since we last decided to come to WaT USA and now we are really in the land of dreams itself. I am typing this on a bus to a small town named flagstaff ,about 2 am in the morning. Although I think I am already in USA for more than 10 hours now, I still got the feeling of" OMG am i In US ?" ...
What a day and what an experience ... We flied from singapore since 1 oclock afternoon in 11th may to Taipei ,reach Taipei at night , walked a very brief 10 minutes for our transit flight , and then continue our journey to LA. We again flying from night to morning across Pacific Ocean and go back in time to 11th May's morning.To me now taking plane really doesnt differs much from taking bus anymore.
Good thing to note though , EVA airline's services far surpassed my expectation. I got good food served , good entertainment and good air stewardess to service for me. The food was so much better than those I ate on FInair last time round , we were occasionally served Taiwan's delicacies like taiwan MuaChi and Taiwan's yogurt. The entertainment was good enough to keep us occupied during the 15 hours journey... We had each one LCD touchscreen infront of our seat and we get to choose wide array of entertainments. We can watch movies (chinese movies like super dunk from jay chou , warlords ,hollywood blockbusters like jumpers , bucket list and rambo.) , Taiwan variety shows (kang xi lai le ,super IDol) and other travel shows by nationalgeographic channel. Apart from that , we have access to thousands of songs from taiwan artist and world artists . To top these all up ,the taiwaniese air stewardess are really cute and pretty , i admit some already got some ages but others really looks fabulous . Omg i cant forget her angelic smile !
Its not a good thing being a Malaysian for at least this once. Me and my friends were stucked at LA's custom for more than 3 hours.Other friends from singapore and Taiwan who came with us got their cleareance in blinks of eye but we were leaded to another waiting area for additional interviews and registration. We were placed in a holding area with some other people like indonesians and i think ( all other islamic countries) to wait for individual interview. We were shocked to know that most of them already waited inside the holding area for more than 4 hours already. Some looked pissed off and some looked sad. Its not a very good news for us since we got a plane to catch in 4 hours time by the time we landed at LA. Well , i never been treated like a criminal before , untill today. We were so anxious and hopeless , my friend and I went up to the officer and asked him for fast interview or perhaps let us re-schedule our flight so that we wont waste too much money. We were clearly denied any connection to the outside ,no phone calls and cannot move away from the holding area. Somemore , there's one police came and shouted at the crowd in the holding area with very bad manner ... he said " Sit down ! I am asking you nicely . My name is blah , you can complain me if you want !" Wow . Luckily our turn of interview came earlier than people who waited inside the holding area. The process took about 30 minutes , all our personal details taken , photos , fingerprints , background , everything. I think they really cautious on people from islamic countries.
It was half and hour before our flight from LA to Phoenix depart after we got thru the custom. We got the taste of playing amazing race game as we did so many things at once in that period. We took our luggages , ask officers around for directions , ran from terminal 1 to terminal 3 (imagine running from SMKTTA to plaza tasek in 5 minutes with all the luggages and 17C.) , foung ticketing counter , check-in our luggages , and board the plane. SOmemore in the process of claiming our ticket, my airticket was not registered in their machine. End up they let me sit in an empty seat that's very far away from my friends.
We flied for another 2 hours before we reach beautiful phoneix city. The night city as seen from the plane was astoudingly beautiful. We booked vans to bus stations and boarded the bus that will bring us to Flagstaff city.
Tomorrow morning, we will have to settle our social security card and catch another bus to grand canyon. Hope everything is okay !!
What a long day... I think today lasted more than 24 hours for us.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
陈白锦。。。
The second week of May... The day of every MUM ...Happy MOTHER'S day...
This is the oldest photo i ever found... as u can see... My mum is the most right small baby... then the tallest one is my 大舅...wow... new fashion high waist short pants and the left one is my 二舅...
Well... This is my mum most proud relative... her god parent... the guy named tan shun fong... is a billionair... and his son is now the chairman of coco in Malaysia... but the colour of the pic make me feel bit geli...

This is my mum second pround relative... Her cousin... The lady beside her is the mother of Pendrive Boss... They still keep in touch... my mum quite pretty huh...lol...age 15...
This two is when mum married... at age 20... lol... my dad very thin also huh... wakakaka... how come he now 110 kg...
Well... this is after 30 years... woow... lol... well...still a cute lao zha bo...wif my cake...
Yesterday... i have ask some thing about my mum and try hard to dig back all her old photo... and wif this blog... i want to introduce my WOMEN to everyone... I want to introduce her proudly...like jay Chow...write her mum a song... his mum named 叶惠美 and so wat... My mum named 陈白锦。。。lol... No la... i just want to tell that everyone got his or her greatest mother... haha...
Ok... My mum name Tan Aik Kin...She comes from a intermediated family...not too poor not too wealthy...She is the 3rd in his Family of Tan...2 elder brother and 3 younger brother... she is the only gal among her siblings... Her hometown is some place called 'o siam'(in hokien),Sabak Bernam, i think some place in Perak ... he... Her primary school is SRJK(c) Cheong Hua...She is quite a star in school... Cos her grandpa(my grand grandpa) is 校董...and she is quite a good student... basketball...ping pong representative...lol.... she always tell me that as if the first time ,infact i already can remember all de... haha...(i always like tat also...repeat some story for the same person)... I think she end her education after form 3...Well, this is her childhood...
Then, she turns to become MISS KILANG... Then, she stay at JB and go singapore to find jobs... Then i think she stay quite near wif my dad and they start to knew each other... Their love story begins to blossom and married at the age of 20(mum) and dad(22)... Then, they have their first child... a female...but sad case here... my eldest sis passed away at the second month due to 黄胆病... i think tat is very pain for a mother and this is the first difficulty from god to my mum... we just got only photo of my eldest sis... salute to womens who suffer for 9 months for sake of bring naughty children to this world...Salute~~~
Well...after 2 years,1979...mum 22 years old... my elder bro come to this world... according to my mum... she bicycle to hospital to delivery my brother one...lol... sounds funny... but it really again let me applause for my mum...wow... so strong...superwomen+ wonderwomen not enough to defeat my mum...After 4 year...1983...mum 26... my sis come out lo~~at ban3 nan2...my sis was a fat fat baby... like tayar gal...and the biggest headache for my mum of my sis was she always steal drink or eat other people medicine... o my god...maybe those medicine make her become interest in medical and become doctor now...lol...lastly... comes to the most charming... cutest... smart... obedience...handsome and capable --- ong da pek!!!
i can remember that our house was so so poor when my childhood... at that time... 20 years before... my Tun Aminah Flat have to squeez 3 family...my dad alone have to earn money to feed 8 to 9 ppl... money always make ppl sensitive... I have see lot of case of mum and dad quarrel cos of money... and i admit tat dad will 头风 bit more...Sometime very very bad words(we steal listen through the door gaps) and i can see how my mum slowly swallow all my dad fire...then my mum sometimes will by pass the fire to us also... then we kena at last pulak... lol... but mum always apologize to us after doing something she feel not right...is not easy to say sorry to someone who lower than u huh... i learned something from my mum...
On 1997, whole world economy facing scary disaster cos by 索罗斯...and my dad had lst his job in singapore... our family again facing prob again cos my parent have to feed 3 children which primary 4(me) and form 2(sis) and my bro who just start to work... my mum been force by fade to work wif my aunt at sing to earn some money... she never work for so long and she so willing to react wifout any complain for bro sis and me...every morning 7 she will go out... night 12 or 1 she will back... for who she did it?? again bro sis and me...superwomen+ wonderwomen+ spiderwomen can not defeat my mum...
Nearly 8 year before... my dad jobless for half year...my family again drop to very poor status... again quarrel scene everyday in my house again... There is too little money from my mum alone...So bad till i can remember my dad scold mum wif XXX words and ask my mum go die on 4th day of chinese new year...sob sob...but i dont blame my dad... i know he pressure much too... Then... my mum decide to change jobs... for money sake... then my 二舅 decide to leave my mum his mee hun kuey stall and teach her how to cook that... Initially, my dad disagree my mum go to sell that... he say it wont make money and need to see ppl face... My dad still finding his way for jobs but keep failling...wow... Things change become smoother by god's hand... from RM100++ per day selling...now become RM1000++ selling... it was just my mum's determination + independent ... maybe is characteristic of malaysia independent gal...Again, not easy for a woman to come out and fight for money wif a blur future...yet own husband not giving support and yet selling mee hun kuey...i think i wont forget the first few night of my mum's selling...the lowest is RM 92 ... my mum calling me in the rain and tell me bout that...She had overcome it !!! thanks god...
But... now mum mum need to suffer for no time to rest... Lets see... she work from 5 pm out here to 2 am back... she preparing next day vege... tis tat plus wash up need 2 hour and means 4 am only sleep... she just sleep 4 to 5 hour cos next day 8 or 9 need to go pasar to buy ingredient also(fishball... meatball...vege...etc)...back bout 12 and started to prepare minced meat... chili... xiang gu... sometime wash clothes...fold clothes...pay water electric bill... sweep...mop...tidy place that a han had mess up...And cook a meal for our dinner...wow... A 50 years old woman had to do all that...and this circulation will only stop when her youngest child ONG CHIN HORNG finish his study... UHUUUU~~MUMMY~~yet not a good result student...lol...superwomen+ wonderwomen+ spiderwomen+white hair 魔女 cant defeat my mum...
Lastly, i want to thanks god... i have both very very good father and mother... They work whole life for bro sis and me... They seldom say that but we can feel... They doing 10 times harder than wat i can see... they suffer health without telling but i will complain not enough money to buy new bag...They earn i spent...They squeezing sweat ...health...age... energy ... for me to study for a poor result...haiz... bad me bad me... I want to Thank really lot... really lot... lot lot... lol...
Well...after 2 years,1979...mum 22 years old... my elder bro come to this world... according to my mum... she bicycle to hospital to delivery my brother one...lol... sounds funny... but it really again let me applause for my mum...wow... so strong...superwomen+ wonderwomen not enough to defeat my mum...After 4 year...1983...mum 26... my sis come out lo~~at ban3 nan2...my sis was a fat fat baby... like tayar gal...and the biggest headache for my mum of my sis was she always steal drink or eat other people medicine... o my god...maybe those medicine make her become interest in medical and become doctor now...lol...lastly... comes to the most charming... cutest... smart... obedience...handsome and capable --- ong da pek!!!
i can remember that our house was so so poor when my childhood... at that time... 20 years before... my Tun Aminah Flat have to squeez 3 family...my dad alone have to earn money to feed 8 to 9 ppl... money always make ppl sensitive... I have see lot of case of mum and dad quarrel cos of money... and i admit tat dad will 头风 bit more...Sometime very very bad words(we steal listen through the door gaps) and i can see how my mum slowly swallow all my dad fire...then my mum sometimes will by pass the fire to us also... then we kena at last pulak... lol... but mum always apologize to us after doing something she feel not right...is not easy to say sorry to someone who lower than u huh... i learned something from my mum...
On 1997, whole world economy facing scary disaster cos by 索罗斯...and my dad had lst his job in singapore... our family again facing prob again cos my parent have to feed 3 children which primary 4(me) and form 2(sis) and my bro who just start to work... my mum been force by fade to work wif my aunt at sing to earn some money... she never work for so long and she so willing to react wifout any complain for bro sis and me...every morning 7 she will go out... night 12 or 1 she will back... for who she did it?? again bro sis and me...superwomen+ wonderwomen+ spiderwomen can not defeat my mum...
Nearly 8 year before... my dad jobless for half year...my family again drop to very poor status... again quarrel scene everyday in my house again... There is too little money from my mum alone...So bad till i can remember my dad scold mum wif XXX words and ask my mum go die on 4th day of chinese new year...sob sob...but i dont blame my dad... i know he pressure much too... Then... my mum decide to change jobs... for money sake... then my 二舅 decide to leave my mum his mee hun kuey stall and teach her how to cook that... Initially, my dad disagree my mum go to sell that... he say it wont make money and need to see ppl face... My dad still finding his way for jobs but keep failling...wow... Things change become smoother by god's hand... from RM100++ per day selling...now become RM1000++ selling... it was just my mum's determination + independent ... maybe is characteristic of malaysia independent gal...Again, not easy for a woman to come out and fight for money wif a blur future...yet own husband not giving support and yet selling mee hun kuey...i think i wont forget the first few night of my mum's selling...the lowest is RM 92 ... my mum calling me in the rain and tell me bout that...She had overcome it !!! thanks god...
But... now mum mum need to suffer for no time to rest... Lets see... she work from 5 pm out here to 2 am back... she preparing next day vege... tis tat plus wash up need 2 hour and means 4 am only sleep... she just sleep 4 to 5 hour cos next day 8 or 9 need to go pasar to buy ingredient also(fishball... meatball...vege...etc)...back bout 12 and started to prepare minced meat... chili... xiang gu... sometime wash clothes...fold clothes...pay water electric bill... sweep...mop...tidy place that a han had mess up...And cook a meal for our dinner...wow... A 50 years old woman had to do all that...and this circulation will only stop when her youngest child ONG CHIN HORNG finish his study... UHUUUU~~MUMMY~~yet not a good result student...lol...superwomen+ wonderwomen+ spiderwomen+white hair 魔女 cant defeat my mum...
Lastly, i want to thanks god... i have both very very good father and mother... They work whole life for bro sis and me... They seldom say that but we can feel... They doing 10 times harder than wat i can see... they suffer health without telling but i will complain not enough money to buy new bag...They earn i spent...They squeezing sweat ...health...age... energy ... for me to study for a poor result...haiz... bad me bad me... I want to Thank really lot... really lot... lot lot... lol...
Well... This is my mum most proud relative... her god parent... the guy named tan shun fong... is a billionair... and his son is now the chairman of coco in Malaysia... but the colour of the pic make me feel bit geli...
This is my mum second pround relative... Her cousin... The lady beside her is the mother of Pendrive Boss... They still keep in touch... my mum quite pretty huh...lol...age 15...
This two is when mum married... at age 20... lol... my dad very thin also huh... wakakaka... how come he now 110 kg...
Well... this is after 30 years... woow... lol... well...still a cute lao zha bo...wif my cake...
Lastly, I greet all the mum happy mothers day....lets make everyday happy mother day huh... lets be obedience kid huh...Remember a small company will make our greatest mum happy huh... love ya... and 辛苦了!!!
*P/S- This is the first day of blogmaster atlantiz 0 US trip...journey mercy for him and wish to listen his goodnews as soon as possible...
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Thank you.
Hi all ...
Just want to take this opportunity to thank all who know me , who helped me in every single possible ways , who stand-by me thru the tough times , and those who helped my mother . Also , I must thank the nurses and doctors who took cares of my father and walked him thru the trainsition of life easily.
I want to thank all my friends : singapore friends and brothers and my brothers back at Malaysia , NUS staffs , TTSH staffs ,my uncle who willingly pay for the medical expenses and funeral , my mother's friends who stood by her even untill now , my god-sister , ... too many people. I dun want to name any of you , because all of you are equally important to me , and I am equally thankful and grateful to all of you. The love I felt from all of you is indescribable , I may not show it on my face , but i just want you to know i am deeply touched and deeply appreatiate for everything you all done to me. To all again ,Thank you .
This SUnday i will fly to USA. 11th may. It has been exactly one month that my father passed away , and that's mother's day at that day. How much would it mean for me huh ?
Well , I am doing fine now . Altho i miss my father more and more now. His words , his smile and his laugh. I don't know why I am feeling sadder as day goes by, haha. Maybe , it gets more "real" as day passes by .. My mother is more tougher than I do. I don't know since when she's the one telling me to look at the bright side . Her life goes back to usual now , she 's doing fine in her business. I really admire her , admire them . She's really a strong women. Everytime i put myself in her shoes and think of it ... i am really sad of it . But she seems like accepting it more readily than i'm able to. I really amazed how much my parents love each other. I feel so sad when my mother said now she 'll still talk to my father in the house everyday ...She said she really used to talk with my father everyday... God is really unfair to them huh ? People quarrel and divorced but my parents just cant stay together even tho they love each other that much.
I dunno if dreams are true. Up untill now I only dreamt of my father once , when i was in my house in JB.The dream is so real , that i remember every details of it. I saw him sitting infront of my house gate , looking infront. I walked up to him and see him in the face... He smiled , and I started crying. With a wider smile , he hold out his hand and hand me a tissue. I didn't take it because that's the time i wake up. I wish dream is really real because he seems so peaceful with the smile , all looks like he's put everything down and rest in peace ... I think he dun want me to feel sad anymore .
My mum keep saying , well , this is life , must get on with it. Yep... We must get on with it. Like I said , both my mum and me are doing fine. Thanks again everyone ... I really hope i can thank each and everyone of you in person .
Well , that's it , and i think we must move on ! This blog has been inactive for quite a long time already , hey boys get the posts rolling in !
Sincerely ,
Sheu Sheng , Xu Shen , atlantiz0 .
Just want to take this opportunity to thank all who know me , who helped me in every single possible ways , who stand-by me thru the tough times , and those who helped my mother . Also , I must thank the nurses and doctors who took cares of my father and walked him thru the trainsition of life easily.
I want to thank all my friends : singapore friends and brothers and my brothers back at Malaysia , NUS staffs , TTSH staffs ,my uncle who willingly pay for the medical expenses and funeral , my mother's friends who stood by her even untill now , my god-sister , ... too many people. I dun want to name any of you , because all of you are equally important to me , and I am equally thankful and grateful to all of you. The love I felt from all of you is indescribable , I may not show it on my face , but i just want you to know i am deeply touched and deeply appreatiate for everything you all done to me. To all again ,Thank you .
This SUnday i will fly to USA. 11th may. It has been exactly one month that my father passed away , and that's mother's day at that day. How much would it mean for me huh ?
Well , I am doing fine now . Altho i miss my father more and more now. His words , his smile and his laugh. I don't know why I am feeling sadder as day goes by, haha. Maybe , it gets more "real" as day passes by .. My mother is more tougher than I do. I don't know since when she's the one telling me to look at the bright side . Her life goes back to usual now , she 's doing fine in her business. I really admire her , admire them . She's really a strong women. Everytime i put myself in her shoes and think of it ... i am really sad of it . But she seems like accepting it more readily than i'm able to. I really amazed how much my parents love each other. I feel so sad when my mother said now she 'll still talk to my father in the house everyday ...She said she really used to talk with my father everyday... God is really unfair to them huh ? People quarrel and divorced but my parents just cant stay together even tho they love each other that much.
I dunno if dreams are true. Up untill now I only dreamt of my father once , when i was in my house in JB.The dream is so real , that i remember every details of it. I saw him sitting infront of my house gate , looking infront. I walked up to him and see him in the face... He smiled , and I started crying. With a wider smile , he hold out his hand and hand me a tissue. I didn't take it because that's the time i wake up. I wish dream is really real because he seems so peaceful with the smile , all looks like he's put everything down and rest in peace ... I think he dun want me to feel sad anymore .
My mum keep saying , well , this is life , must get on with it. Yep... We must get on with it. Like I said , both my mum and me are doing fine. Thanks again everyone ... I really hope i can thank each and everyone of you in person .
Well , that's it , and i think we must move on ! This blog has been inactive for quite a long time already , hey boys get the posts rolling in !
Sincerely ,
Sheu Sheng , Xu Shen , atlantiz0 .
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